Guesthouse for Ganesha
Guesthouse for Ganesha


In this magical realist novel set in 1920s Germany, a young Jewish woman inexplicably bonds with the Hindu god Ganesha.

Esther Grünspan is 17 when she first moves to Köln, Germany, from her hometown in Poland, where her fiance recently failed to show up to their wedding. She starts a new life in her new city as a talented seamstress. However, this life is withdrawn and lonely, as she barely interacts with anyone, although she’s avidly trying to learn how to speak German to achieve “business success.” Even with her own family members, who visit and send letters, Esther is cold and difficult to connect with. One day, while walking through the Rheinpark, she spots a wooden stand decorated with “vibrant, garish colors” and images unfamiliar to her. She becomes fixated with one image in particular—an “elephant-headed man.” The memory of this figure sticks with Esther, who begins to doubt if it was even real. She’s actually fixated on the Hindu god Ganesha, who has similarly bonded with Esther, as revealed through his own italicized narration, interspersed throughout the novel. Later, she navigates marriage and motherhood, but she never forgets her Rheinpark memory, and Ganesha watches out for her with wisdom and love. As years pass, anti-Semitism in the city becomes more rampant, and Esther begins to obsess over India. Her decision to travel to Ganesha’s home ultimately results in an emotional, enlightening revelation. Over the course of this debut novel, Teitelman paints an intensely beautiful world in which different cultures merge in surprising ways. Although it centers on what may seem like an odd pairing—a Jewish mortal and a Hindu god—the novel weaves the two characters together in a very natural way, as Esther, withdrawn from those around her, is shown to need Ganesha as a protective, loving companion. Teitelman’s deft execution as she explores this relationship is a major factor in why this unusual novel works so well. Throughout, her writing shows a finesse that’s as compelling as the story it presents, employing a lyrical prose style when focusing on Ganesha and a more decadent tone during Esther’s parts.

A rich and moving story about an unlikely pair.

—Kirkus Reviews

Author Judith Teitelman: ‘I have been particularly drawn to Ganesha’

Judith Teitelman is the author of the newly released novel, ‘Guesthouse for Ganesha’, a riveting story of lost love, survival and spiritual awakening.

In 1923, Esther Grünspan, a seventeen-year-old Jewish girl, arrives in Germany with a broken heart. Thus begins her twenty-two-year ordeal through the holocaust and World War II when she has to assume new identities to hide her Jewish heritage, and move often through Europe to stay alive.

Esther’s pragmatism, hardened heart and masterful tailoring skills are her assets through her travails. But unknown to her, Esther’s biggest asset is the protection of Lord Ganesha, as she moves from one dangerous situation to the other, until she reaches her final destination, India.

Written with great attention to detail, Teitelman breathes life into Esther’s story, deftly weaving Hindu beliefs with the history of the holocaust. One cannot help but root for the stony-hearted protagonist, whose story unfolds in the voice of Ganesha.

—NRI Pulse, by Veena Rao

Jewish Book Council Review,                       by Renita Last, June 11, 2019

Guest­house for Gane­sha is an unusu­al Holo­caust nov­el; although this mys­ti­cal tale begins in 1920s Poland, it ends in 1940s India.

The sto­ry unfolds with Esther Grünspan, left alone under the chup­pah by her great love. This betray­al trans­forms a hope­ful girl into a cold woman. She rejects her fam­i­ly and her­itage, deny­ing her past as she relo­cates to Ger­many. Esther’s incred­i­ble sewing skills pro­vide her with a new life. She barters her ser­vices to learn Ger­man and builds a busi­ness in her quest for self-preser­va­tion. One evening, Esther sees an incon­gru­ous look­ing shack sell­ing samosas. She briefly speaks to the Indi­an own­er and is inex­plic­a­bly drawn to a pic­ture of Gane­sha, the Hin­du ele­phant-head­ed deity. She feels unex­pect­ed warmth and peace dur­ing this encounter that will change her life forever.

In fact, Esther’s sto­ry is nar­rat­ed by Gane­sha, the god of new begin­nings, suc­cess, wis­dom, and Remover of Obsta­cles. Ganesha’s words are seen in var­i­ous forms, includ­ing ital­i­cized poet­ry, com­men­tary, and asides. The god sees every human as a guest­house for the spir­it and pro­vides for their needs. Ganesha’s whis­pers and atten­tions inter­cede to save Esther time and again on her har­row­ing journey.

After Esther enters a love­less mar­riage to the cob­bler and has three chil­dren, she watch­es, with her ​bit­ter­ness swelling,” as seeds of hate and ter­ror grow through­out the 1930s. Aid­ed by her prac­ti­cal skills, Esther and her young son sur­vive by hid­ing in plain sight as they move through­out Europe. The his­tor­i­cal back­drop of World War II is vivid­ly cap­tured through­out their flight, and her sur­vival is ensured as she sens­es a pres­ence she doesn’t ful­ly comprehend.

Judith Teitelman’s debut nov­el asks the read­er to believe in the jour­ney. The descrip­tive lan­guage moves the plot in com­pelling and imag­i­na­tive ways. The inter­twin­ing of Esther’s life on the run and her even­tu­al self-real­iza­tion in India is nar­rat­ed with com­pas­sion. From the dream­like pro­logue to the final epi­logue, this is a pow­er­ful and absorb­ing read — a nov­el writ­ten with love in the spir­it of heal­ing and renewal.

Reni­ta Last is a mem­ber of Nas­sau Region of Hadassah’s Exec­u­tive Board. She has long coor­di­nat­ed the Film Forum Series for the Region and served as Record­ingSec­re­tary. She cur­rent­ly holds the post of Pro­gram Coor­di­na­tor. She has vol­un­teered at the Holo­caust Memo­r­i­al and Tol­er­ance Cen­ter of Nas­sau Coun­ty teach­ing the lessons of the Holo­caust and tol­er­ance. A retired teacher of the Gift­ed and Tal­ent­ed, she loves par­tic­i­pat­ing in book clubs and writ­ing projects.

—Jewish Book Council, by Renita Last

“Guesthouse for Ganesha” Historical Novel Society, August, 2019

In 1923, Esther Grünspan settles in Köln from Poland.  She has been jilted on her wedding day, and the betrayal of love she experiences will haunt her for 23 more years.  During that time, her heart hardens as she survives with her superb seamstress skills.  She has a life-changing experience in which she meets Ganesha, a Hindu god who has the body of a human but the head of an elephant. He speaks to her as she is mesmerized by his penetrating eyes.  He walks with those in adversity and grief, moves them through obstacles, and promises peace when they are open to receiving it.  But Esther, who later calls herself Etta, gets married to someone she mistakenly thinks will protect her, and has three children.  She believes she is not capable of giving or receiving love. Then the time of the horrific Holocaust begins.

Etta does what she must, and they escape to other European countries.  Teitelman depicts the years of loss and betrayal with straightforward honesty, bringing the reader into realization about what it means to be a true survivor. Flickers of memories and heart-stirring emotions fill these pages while Etta forges on with stony resolution.  The negative effects on her children are suggested and may yet become reality. Eventually all of Etta’s family appear to her in her sleep, acknowledging the horrors of what they have endured.  Etta finds a healing process once she enters India’s embrace through a man (really Ganesha).  This is stunning historical fiction about a long journey from hellish darkness to divine light and peace, presented by a highly skilled writer.

—Historical Novel Society, by Viviane Crystal

The Buddha Diaries

Saturday, June 1, 2019


As you’ll discover on the first page of Judith Teitelman’s novel, Guesthouse for Ganesha, the guesthouse in the title alludes to the lovely Rumi poem whose first line is “This being human is a guesthouse.”

The poem is about our need to welcome all experience into our life, no matter whether good or bad, and to take what joy we can in the learning that it brings. Ganesha is, well… Ganesha, the every-popular Hindu god whose chief attribute–apart from a protruding belly–is his elephant nose. A protective deity of wisdom, success, and good luck, he is one of two narrator-protagonists of the novel, the other being Esther, a young Jewish woman surviving the Nazi years in Germany, who certainly needs all the good luck she can get.

Not hard to guess, then, that “Guesthouse” is part magical realism, part survival narrative. Our sympathy for Esther is hard-earned. Her heart is turned to stone while she is still virtually a girl by her abandonment, at the marriage chuppah, by the man to whom she has given her eternal love and trust, and she remains tormented by the memory of this indelible loss. She clings fiercely to her bitterness as she escapes her native Polish shtetl with nothing but her supernatural skill as a seamstress, which she parlays into a successful survival strategy. Teitelman allows this frozen woman a brief glimpse into her soul at an Indian food counter in Köln, where Ganesha appears to embrace her, unknowingly, in the warmth of his compassion.

Esther endures the early years of pre-war Nazi anti-Semitism in Köln, at first only vaguely, but increasingly aware of its poison spreading in the nation. Incapable of love, she enters into a loveless marriage. Has three children. Abandons them, dispatching two of them to safety via the well-known Kindertransport. Throughout, as war approaches and ensues, Teitelman compellingly evokes Esther’s growing predicament, her isolation with a baby son, and her desperate, always quick-witted efforts to survive a hostile environment, where the slightest error means the certainty of arrest and dispatch to what she by now knows will be the death sentence in the camps. With help from a team of conscience-stricken Germans, she keeps managing to escape, moving to Wupperthal, to Paris… and finally to refuge in Switzerland. It’s her grit and her impenetrable heart that save her. And Ganesha watches over constantly with concern, compassion, humor…

It’s only after the war, alone in the world, that Esther’s heart begins to melt. Drawn by the spiritual presence of what we know to be her protector, Ganesha, she heads for India and the possibility of redemption in a final scene where the tragedy of her compelling journey blossoms into full-blown magical realism. But this you’ll need to read for yourself. No spoilers. Suffice it to say that Teitelman leads her character into the furthest depths of the heart and soul she never knew she had. In the end, it’s all about being human.

—Peter Clothier, June 1, 2019

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By Ellen Shick

Judith Teitelman never intended to be a creative writer. Working for over three decades in the nonprofit sector, she authored and published many professional reports, articles, proposals and such. She has had a successful career and, thanks to a fabulous high school English teacher, Judith has become a darn good writer. She was content with her life and skills; writing a novel was not even on her radar. But, as Judith remarks, “Life takes you in directions you don’t imagine.”

In 2001, when a friend started a Saturday morning creative writing group, Judith had no interest in attending, but finally gave in, due to her friend’s fierce insistence. Much to Judith’s surprise, during four years of Saturday mornings, Guesthouse for Ganesha gradually emerged. Judith refers to herself as, “yet another accidental fiction writer.”

As she explains in her article, “18 Years But Who’s Counting,” her first novel, Guesthouse for Ganesha, took 18 years to reach publication. She says, “The book is not a memoir or autobiography at all. It is magical realism within the Jewish experience during the war and the Indian/Hindu perspective. It took 11 years to write and rewrite betwixt and between work, travel and everything else going on in my life. It took a year and seven months to find a literary agent, three-plus years to find a publisher and then a little over two years to publication.”

Judith is comforted by her belief that “time is illusory and ephemeral. An abstract concept not grounded in constructs or form something that has changed over history and geography.” She feels that her novel needed time to marinate, to evolve. It could not be rushed.

I highly recommend Judith’s beautifully crafted novel. Esther’s character is timeless, and like the rest of us, she strives to be herself. She does not want to be a mother or a wife; she is an independent spirit and wants to be free. Judith cleverly explores the balance between the harsh realities of WWII and the lithe-childlike essence of Ganesha. The title, Guesthouse for Ganesha, refers to the belief that the earth is just a guesthouse for our souls; our time here on this planet is fleeting. The book is about being human. It speaks to everyone who has ever been devastated by a love. In other words, this book will speak to anyone alive right now.

Judith and I enjoyed chatting about the joys and challenges of her journey.

During the Saturday morning writing groups, as Guesthouse for Ganesha began to emerge, what was the story you wanted to tell? What is the background for your story?

One of  the key sparks for the novel took place in the mid-80s when my maternal grandmother passed away. She was a mean and nasty woman, not the warm loving bubby everyone talks about. She was extremely difficult. I’m first-generation American, and a huge part of my mothers’ family was lost during World War II. My primary family members now live in Berlin. During the funeral, my tante, my grandmother’s youngest sister, said, ‘You know why your grandmother was so difficult, don’t you?’ I thought is was because she lost her husband, she was uprooted; she had to figure out how her children would survive.

At the funeral, I learned that when my grandmother was 17, she was standing under the chuppah (bridal canopy) in the center of her village waiting for the love of her life, her betrothed. When she learned he had run off with the richest girl in their village, she was crushed.

I wish I had known that! Forget the war, forget Hitler; it was devastated love. It was being abandoned that really set her course in life and created her personality and temperament. It also made her a survivor. Whereas she survived, 90% of her family and friends did not survive the war. It gave me an understanding of her. I wish I had known that while she was alive. I thought that would make a great story.

The novel’s protagonist, Esther, is authentic and has a clear voice. She is a master tailor and furrier and a young woman with a broken heart. Early in the book, Esther experiences heart wrenching, devastated love, just like your grandmother. Was Esther based on your grandmother’s life? Part of Guesthouse for Ganesha is set in Nazi Germany during WWII. Are there connections to your family history?

My grandmother walked over the Alps and made it to Switzerland and survived the remainder of the war. She had to leave her children behind (with Christian people) for their safety. Like so many others, my mother was in Kindertransport when she was six. It was the Red Cross that finally reconnected them after the war. My mother was in England until she was 16. But truly she was only connected with her mother for three weeks – between six and 18. When my grandmother came to the U.S., she had only seen her daughter for three weeks. They were reunited in Chicago. My grandmother had a sister who moved to the U.S. between the first and second wars. No one in my family ever talked about the war. I had to do my own research and piece the story together.

In 2008, I spent seven weeks watching first person videos at the Shoah Foundation. It was one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life. One of the gifts was that I did not have to watch any testimony from anyone in a camp because no one in my novel went to a camp. I learned about people who survived through passing (as a gentile). That was a big part of how I understood what Esther’s environment was like. It was how I put Esther’s travels together.

Why did you choose Ganesha as the narrator instead of an omniscient narrator? Why does Ganesha care so much about Esther?

I have always been a fan of Genesha and drawn to his spirit. I love Southeast Asia [sic] and have traveled to 17 countries, so it feels like home to me. I felt it very important to have his voice of reason, clarity and world perspective in the book. Honestly, I don’t see my novel about being Jewish or Hindu; it is about being human. It’s about being devastated by love. We have all been dumped and have been deeply saddened by love not coming through the way we hoped. That is universal. Ganesha represents universitality. Esther and her story are really all of our stories.

Another thread in most Eastern cultures is the belief that the only thing we carry from life to life is love. Everything else falls away. We bring love with us from life to life.

Will there be a second novel?

I started another novel 4-5 years ago, mostly because I missed writing. It is titled Future Memories and is very different from Guesthouse for Ganesha. The story is about a big city girl and a small town southern boy, but it is mostly about memories. Why do things happen to us that are seemingly incidental while some momentous things leave our memory? One of the central themes is time. I find time fascinating. There will not be a Hindu god, but it will have magical realism.

—Ellen Shick, June, 2019

Luci’s Morsels May Book Edit

I had the pleasure of meeting one of the authors for this month’s book edit – Judith Teitelman – nearly a year ago at a work event for my husband. Teitelman wrote Guesthouse for Ganesha (you have to read the review below and go get the book)…

She told me about the book then and I was quite intrigued. So it’s no surprised I was ecstatic when it finally came out this month. It’s such a fun and interesting take on a fairly familiar story. Just trust me on this one. And then follow it up with a little romance and, of course, a little fantasy!

If you’re looking for something a little familiar and a little unexpected, get your hands on Teitelman’s first book: Guesthouse for Ganesha. Through the story of Esther Grünspan, we follow a tale of World War II in Central Europe. Esther is a Jewish woman, escaping her home and her past. Dramatically left at the altar, she seeks to rebuild her life, leaving behind her most of her identity.

What weaves this tale together is Esther’s innate capacity for tailoring perfection – a skill which helps her save money and save herself. She’s able to rebuild her livelihood in every new city to which she moves. Things get complicated when Esther marries a man she doesn’t love and births him three children. She then finds herself surrounded by members of the Jewish community who refuse to see what’s happening just outside their homes.

When Nazi Germany begins implementing limitations on Jewish life, Esther has to decide what to do next. How will she save herself? What will she do with the children?

An independent woman, she believe she’s making all decisions on her own. But little does she know that Ganesha, the elephant-headed Hindu God, is guiding her along the way. Ganesha acts as narrator, interspersing the story with beliefs about the destruction of spirituality, a love for cookies, and a great desire to covertly guide Esther through these trying and terrible times. And only through Ganesha can we truly understand Esther.

What makes Guesthouse for Ganesha so unique is that it blurs the lines between so many genres. Somehow European history combines with spirituality, which seamlessly mixes with feminism and self-discovery. Esther is no ordinary woman. Ganesha is no ordinary partner. Why are the two connected and will it be enough to pull Esther through WWII and to a life of happiness?

—Luci Petlack, May 30, 2019

I am, Indeed

Judith Teitelman comes to the blog with her debut offering – a story unlike anything I’ve ever encountered before.

Guesthouse for Ganesha

Esther is a Polish girl, determined to make more of her life than just be ‘the one left at the altar’, as her fiancé failed to show for their wedding. A bit hurt, plenty angry and certain that the changes she wants are not available in her hometown, she leaves for Germany and the city of Köln. Not without skills: she’s a seamstress of some talent, but not speaking the language, despite her skills, makes building a business and a life in a new place, away from family and all that is familiar isn’t easy. And while this may be a hugely daunting idea to contemplate, fraught with fears and worries of loneliness, Esther does never actually connect to the people she meets. Her relatives in the city, who all speak German and would be, in other circumstances, the logical people to help her improve her skills and offer her some sense of the familiar all find her removed and cold – not quite their cup of tea.

But, Esther is often in her own head, thinking about the next design, her hopes for a ‘place’ that feels like home, and wondering about the purpose of it all. A chance encounter in the park brings her face-to-face with the image of Ganesha – the elephant-headed man and god – an image she can’t forget, yet soon is wondering if her encounter was even real, or simply a dream. Strangely enough (and unaccountably magical) Ganesha also notices Esther, one who is searching for her place and trying to start a new beginning. For this is his métier – remover of obstacles, and provider of good fortune. But, this is Germany in the grip of the anti-Semitic, isolationist, post-war- angry regime, and increasingly the city is becoming less welcoming to Esther – simply because of her heritage. Soon, India becomes the focus of her obsessions – and off she travels to make yet another new start, in relative safety away from the Nazis.

Change, growth, hope for more and different, and many surprising revelations and a growing acceptance of who she is and her place in the world all come here. As does the gentle influence and loving ‘direction’ provided by Ganesha – as he also tells and shows us as his perspective appears throughout the book, from the first encounter onward. There is a sense of wonder, hope and survivor in this story, as the ‘righness’ of the connection between the Jewish woman and the Indian God becomes simply a story of friendship and reliance, each providing comfort, perspective, and a sense of security to the other in the challenges that occur. A wonderfully unique story that is wholly fresh and engaging, this debut novel provides everything I could want: entertainment, enlightenment, memorable characters and the clear descriptions that show we are far more alike than different, no matter where we come from.

—I am, Indeed: The Place to find your next read

Advance Praise

“A parable, a prayer, a piece of magic realism, Judith Teitelman’s GUESTHOUSE FOR GANESHA begins with the (improbable; wondrous) visit of Ganesha, the Hindu elephant deity, to strife-torn 1920s Köln, setting us off on a journey of love, grief, understanding. A feat of (and feast for) the imagination, the novel unfolds in ways at once heartfelt, surprising, inevitable. You will not be sorry you accepted this invitation to voyage.”
—Howard A. Rodman, Past President, Writers Guild of America West; Screenwriter, Savage Grace, Joe Gould’s Secret; Novelist, Destiny Express; Professor, University of Southern California

“In GUESTHOUSE FOR GANESHA, Esther Grünspan embarks on a journey, leaving her native Poland to arrive in Germany in 1923. She does not know that her journey has only begun, a journey of the heart and the spirit, a journey not only across distances but across time. So too, the reader embarks on the journey through this vast and lyrical debut novel that will expand our view of the world, our consciousness and our compassion.”
—Terry Wolverton, author of Insurgent Muse: Life and Art at the Woman’s Building

“The story grabs me, Esther’s journey is compelling and beautifully told. I love that something feels withheld from her story, I’m drawn into her character, fascinated that she is ’emotionally hardening’ before my eyes. Yet there are these beautiful moments of her softening, succumbing, listening. I like the historical milieu, this eerie calm before the maelstrom of war, where an outsider can catalyze such irrational (and violent) race hatred. These pages are beautiful…it feels like Judith has breathed them into being.”
—Louise Steinman, author of The Crooked Mirror: A Memoir of Polish-Jewish Reconciliation

“Judith Teitelman’s remarkable imagination produces the thrilling illusion of several layers of different lives. The way she honors her main character’s indifference to human contact and emotion and then poetically leads her to a redemption is an act of cosmic chutzpah.”
—Sasha Anawalt, author, educator, and director of arts journalism master’s programs at the USC Annenberg School for Communication and Journalism

“Lyrical and moving, GUESTHOUSE FOR GANESHA weaves a story of daring and courage in a world rent mad by war and destruction.”
—Gary Phillips, editor of The Obama Inheritance: Fifteen Stories of Conspiracy Noir

“GUESTHOUSE FOR GANESHA by Judith Teitelman spins a mythic tale with a heart so big it takes two continents and four countries to hold the story of Esther Grünspan, a seamstress whose needlework is as pierced and perfect as the needles in her heart. Teitelman weaves a tale of a seventeen-year-old girl jilted at the wedding chuppah with such extraordinary tenderness and grace. The reader cannot help but rejoice in Esther’s beautiful, broken spirit and in the way Ganesha wraps her up in his caring love, gradually melting the ice that is her armor and awakening her spirit to live again decades later. Teitelman is a masterful storyteller who knows and loves her characters deeply, and Esther’s courageous rebirth captures a kind of universal longing in all of us to heal our broken hearts.”
—Kerry Madden-Lunsford, author, Director of Creative Writing at University of Alabama, Birmingham

“Have you ever read a book that begins with the great Indian elephant god, Ganesha, dancing through the night with a spunky young German woman? Judith Teitelman’s GUESTHOUSE FOR GANESHA is a truly original novel. I was immediately hooked by that image with its blend of magic realism and a down-to-earth heroine who must grapple with abandonment and her own capacity for fortitude, all under the compassionate gaze of Ganesha, observing and guiding her with his ‘surveillance of souls.’ Teitelman yokes holocausts—both historical and personal—to compassion and possibility, giving us the timeless writerly gift of immersing this reader—and I’m sure many others—in a journey of renewal both archetypal and unprecedented.”
—Janet Sternburg, author of The Writer on Her Work, Phantom Limb, White Matter; photographer of the monograph, “Overspilling World”

“This young woman’s journey through love, betrayal, dislocation, adaptation, terror and spiritual discovery is unlike anything I have read before. It is both heart-felt and unexpected.”
—Bill Stern, author, curator, Executive Director Museum of California Design